Sexualy Speaking....... (Stolen)

Guys,, (men that is) you need to read this...... I stole this from somwhere...

I am attracted to a man who takes care of
himself.
I am attracted to a man who smells good.
I am attracted to a man who knows his
liquor.
I am attracted to a man who knows his
literature.
I am attracted to a man who understands
intimacy without romance.
I am attracted to smooth skin.
I am attracted to a still voice.
I am attracted to a defined man.
I am attracted to a man who is quiet within
himself.
I am attracted to a man I can't figure out.
I am attracted to a man who doesn't need
me.
I am attracted to a salty tinge in your
personality.
I am attracted to a touch of arrogance.
I am attracted to a mind fuck.
I hope this man is attracted to me too.
I am turned on by melons cool and squishy.
Melons on my lips, in my mouth and
down my throat.
I am turned on by that fire when you take
hard liquor dry.
That one un-chased shot.
I am turned on by chaste kisses.
Forehead, cheek to cheek and pecks on
lips.
I am turned on by coffee in a man's mouth.
That smoky french kiss.
I am turned on by touch.
Me touching you, you touching me; Just
touching.
I am turned on by cool skin.
The feel of my skin next to yours.
I am turned on by the scent of a man.
The whiff when he hugs you.
I am turned on by distance.
That space between you and someone
you wanna fuck.
I am turned on by sitting across from you.
Then I watch you and pretend not to.
I am turned on by mockery.
Don't take me too seriously or I'll run.
I am turned on by eyebrows.
Don't ask me why.
I am turned on by soft, firm hands.
I imagine them touching me.
I hope these things turn you on.
A soft breeze against a sundress, makes me
think about sex.
Twine cane chairs, make me think about sex.
The feel of linen against my skin, makes me
think about sex.
An open laugh reverberating across the room,
makes me think about sex.
That I-want-to-fuck-you look in a man's eyes,
makes me think about sex.
That girl in the mirror, makes me think about
sex.
Smelling someone I like on my skin, makes me
think about sex.
I hope these things are sexual to you too.
The not knowing is sexy.
The long pause before meeting a lover is sexy.
The emotional hide and seek is sexy.
The elegantly restrained naked desire is sexy.
The sensual is sexy.
Speaking sexually is sexy.


So what do y'all think of that!
***Disclaimer... I did not write this...***

Non romantic Romance

I like it when I don't think of you all day,
but i get teribly anxious when I know am about to see you.
I like it when you stand so close to me,
that i can see the beauty in your eyes,
and get lost in their sparkling twinkles.
I like it when our bodies touch,
actualy 'brush' is a better word...
I like it when our bodies brush...
When we're seated and our arms rub,
its feels so nice i don't wana move at all..
I like when we say good bye,
when a handshake is acceptable for the night..
The tension is soo tight it drives me wild inside...i like....
I Like It Mad.

Ya Gath...

Gath I had to steal this, its just pure.. aki nisamehe.

I am a friend who fails, I often stray from the trail,
I am not the best, Occasionally I fail the test
Where life is the paper and God is the invigilator.
And the enemy gives us cheat sheets_the ultimate traitor,
I escape that which scars,
I escape the truth_run far
I’m far from perfect as you can see
But I won’t lie when it comes to me...
I rely on the fact that I’ll be made clean,
By the perfect one who died for my sin,
Hung from that cross For me, he became loss
Suffered much so he could renew.
That’s my story; what about you?

Words from Our Fathers and Mothers...

Somewhere there's someone who dreams
of your smile,
and finds in your presence that life is worth
while.
So when you are lonely, remember it's true
Somebody somewhere is thinking of you.
- K. Blackburn -


As you travel through life,
your dreams will guide you,
determination will get you there,
and love will provide the greatest scenery of
all.
- Michelle C. Ustaszeski -


The glow of love may blaze again,
But first wake up thy heart so slain,
Then beating drums could never hide,
A joyous heart so opened wide!

Shine forth your light on flowers small,
That they may scale the highest wall,
And blossom yet to show the way,
To hidden hearts long gone astray.

Unfurled, unbidden, may it grow,
For what life this unless to show?
How love can swell a weary chest,
And spur on man to be his best!

You are the earth, the moon, the sun,
Take flight, my friend, now start to run,
Towards the greatness that you are,
Then upwards to the brightest star.
- Sharron Cranston -

Will Love Last?

One of the most valuable lessons
we can learn from life is this:

That, try as we might, we will never have
all the answers. We can wonder for the rest
of our days whether we are doing the right
thing...continuing in the best relationship
and following the best paths towards tomorrow,
but no one is ever going to answer those
questions for us.

We both may have wonderings of what to
do and curiosities of what's to come. Time
will help us with the results, but more than
any one thing, it's up to us - and to the
love we have for each other - to go in the
right direction.

You and I might sometimes wonder about
where we're headed and whether our love
will last a lifetime through. We may not know
the answer, but i'll tell you the one thing
I do know:


There's no one
i'd rather try to spend
forever with.... Than you.

Expressions of Joy...

She used to walk in beaming with unimagined beauty, and I always loved to watch her as she walked to where we were seated. My shyness of course always got the best of me and I would feel like everyone couls see how I gazed at her. A big 'whats up' from her and she would proceed to get comfy on those wooden-example of a cution-seats that we so love. Here now is where the game with my eyes would start,stealing glances at her every second i could. I just couldn't stop looking at her you know, its very embarrasing.

She would start to talk and my eyes would grow wide, like a child listening to his father narrate an exciting story to him, mouth fully curved with the biggest smile you can imagine, eagerly waiting to hear more.(come to think of it she has a great n hilarrious adaptation of this). I would go quiet, not for lack of something to say, but just to listen to each and every syllable that poured from her lips. She spoke beauty, and i listened to each. I.. Was caught. I'd find myself not staring at her face as she spoke, but at her lips, just to make sure no word excaped me.

Then i noticed them...her lips... Oh LORD her lips.. Till this minute i love looking at them.. Anyway, so i got realy confused with what I wanted to do to them, should i just stare, touch them, taste them.. Do you get me? Confusion plus shyness ain't a good thing when you are trying to act all cool and relaxed, guys you know what I mean right!! This was the moment i started a mission, to master her face-from every curve, hairline, beauty spot, pimple...everything. I felt I had to, don't know why I just had to..

Now remember the table is filled with people, she is talking, am all quiet and staring like some schupid fool and it hasn't hit me yet. Well it did,... When our eyes met, and she was looking back at me. Instant shyness reflex depicts that you shove your head to the opposite direction while maintaning the so called 'cool' you can gather within yourself and act like all is peachy, normal. Heeee this was hard to pull, her eyes ripped through me like the laser guns we see on tv. I could feel them looking deep inside me.

Then now she desides to complement me,... Nooo don't do that, there are so many people here I can't break down infront of them, but that was tooo late. The blushing that fell from my face was enough to give the ching chong people expressions on their faces. Oh Lord this was just bad, but then again she had just busted me staring at her, and she new it. Guess she felt she had to have some fun with that, but the look in her eyes as she did,....***sigh:)***

“Our deepest fear is not that we are
inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are
powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not
our darkness that most frightens us. We ask
ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant,
gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who
are you not to be? You are a child of God.
Your playing small does not serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about
shrinking so that other people won't feel
insecure around you. We are all meant to
shine, as children do. We were born to make
manifest the glory of God that is within us.
It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine, we
unconsciously give other people permission
to do the same. As we are liberated from
our own fear, our presence automatically
liberates others.”

Marianne Williamson.

Man In The Mirror

I'm Gonna Make A Change
For Once In My Life
It's Gonna Feel Real Good
Gonna Make A Difference
Gonna Make It Right...
As I, Turn Up The Collar On
My Favorite Winter Coat
This Wind Is Blowin' My Mind
I See The Kids In The Street
With Not Enough To Eat
Who Am I, To Be Blind?
Pretending Not To See Their Needs
A Summer's Disregard
A Broken Bottle Top
And A One Man's Soul
They Follow Each Other On
The Wind Ya' Know
'Cause They Got Nowhere To Go
That's Why I Want You To Know
I'm Starting With The Man In The Mirror
I'm Asking Him To Change His Ways
And No Message Could Have Been Any
Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The World A Better
Place)
Take A Look At Yourself, And Then Make A
Change
(Take A Look At Yourself, And Then Make A
Change)
(Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na, Na Nah)
I've Been A Victim Of
A Selfish Kind Of Love
It's Time That I Realize
That There Are Some With No Home
Not A Nickel To Loan
Could It Be Really Me
Pretending That They're Not Alone?
A Willow Deeply Scarred
Somebody's Broken Heart
And A Washed-Out Dream
(Washed-Out Dream)
They Follow The Pattern Of
The Wind, Ya' See
Cause They Got No Place To Be
That's Why I'm Starting With Me
(Starting With Me!)
I'm Starting With The Man In The Mirror
(Ooh!)
I'm Asking Him To Change His Ways
(Ooh!)
And No Message Could Have Been Any
Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The World A Better
Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And Then Make A
Change
(Take A Look At Yourself And Then Make A
Change)
I'm Starting With The Man In The Mirror
(Ooh!)v I'm Asking Him To Change His Ways
(Change His Ways-Ooh!)
And No Message Could've Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The World A Better
Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And Then Make
That...
(Take A Look At Yourself And Then Make
That...)
Change!
I'm Starting With The Man In The Mirror
(Man In The Mirror-Oh Yeah!)
I'm Asking Him To Change His Ways
(Better Change!)
No Message Could Have Been Any Clearer
(If You Wanna Make The World A Better
Place)
(Take A Look At Yourself And Then Make The
Change)
(You Gotta Get It Right, While You Got The
Time)
('Cause When You Close Your Heart)
You Can't Close Your...Your Mind!
(Then You Close Your...Mind!)
That Man, That Man, That Man, That Man
With That Man In The Mirror
(Man In The Mirror, Oh Yeah!)
That Man, That Man, That Man
I'm Asking Him To Change His Ways
(Better Change!)
You Know...That Man
No Message Could Have Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The World A Better
Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And Then Make A
Change
(Take A Look At Yourself And Then Make A
Change)
Hoo! Hoo! Hoo! Hoo! Hoo!
Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na, Na Nah
(Oh Yeah!)
Gonna Feel Real Good Now!
Yeah Yeah! Yeah Yeah! Yeah Yeah!
Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na, Na Nah
(Ooooh...)
Oh No, No No....
I'm Gonna Make A Change
It's Gonna Feel Real Good!
Come On!
(Change ...)
Just Lift Yourself
You Know
You've Got To Stop It.
Yourself!
(Yeah!-Make That Change!)
I've Got To Make That Change, Today!
Hoo!
(Man In The Mirror)
You Got To
You Got To Not Let Yourself...Brother...
Hoo!
(Yeah!-Make That Change!)
You Know-I've Got To Get That Man, That
Man...
(Man In The Mirror)
You've Got To
You've Got To Move! Come On! Come On!
You Got To...
Stand Up! Stand Up! Stand Up!
(Yeah-Make That Change)
Stand Up And Lift Yourself, Now!
(Man In The Mirror)
Hoo! Hoo! Hoo!
Aaow!
(Yeah-Make That Change)
Gonna Make That Change...
Come On! (Man In The Mirror)
You Know It!
You Know It!
You Know It!
You Know...
(Change...)
Make That Change

Cries of A Breaking heart

Its been a long dark, cold, gloomy day, and am on my way Lord knows where from work. Since my moti kataad to nguruma, (after hour of chokoraing it to shtuka) am using these Kenyan Public Transport, and I say that will all pan intended. I HATE not having my car. The traffic is endless, been at the same spot for what seems aeons now, and there is no sign of it letting loose, i have just boarded it( the so called KPT).

I can't help but find my mind and heart wandaring of to thoughts of where my life is. For some reason,(and i've realy thought about this mind you), nothing i try to do is working out right. Its like everything I place my hands on instantly breaks to dust. Talk of the cursed hand, like that guy who had the touch of gold, midas touch was it?? Anyway i feel like am at some unbreakable wall with no way through it, yet what i need is on the other side...useless does not begin to explain my life right now. Oh the cars are moving now...time to read the signboards!

Fall Again...

So i finaly found the lyrics to this song, and its beauty still amazes me.... I penda this track sana sana.. So i thought i share the beauty...enjoy.

Feels like a fire that burns in my heart
Every single moment that we spend apart
I need you around for every day to start
I haven't left you alone
There's something about you, I stare in your eyes
And everything I'm looking for I seem to
find
All this time away is killing me inside
I need your love in my life


I wanna spend time till it ends
I wanna fall in you again
Like we did when we first met
I wanna fall with you again

Ohhhh (etc.)


We fought in a battle, nobody won
And now we face a mountain to be
overcome
You can't turn away, the past is said and
done
I need us to carry on


I wanna spend time till it ends
I wanna fall with you again
Like we did when we first met
I wanna fall with you again

la la la la la, whoa (etc.)


You'll try everything you never thought
would work before
When you live, when you love, and you give
them your all
You can always give up some more
Baby nothing means anything unless you're
here to share with me
I can breathe, I can bleed, I can die in my
sleep
Cause you're always there in my dreams


I wanna spend time till it ends
I wanna fall with you again
Like we did when we first met
I wanna fall with you again

I wanna spend time till it ends
I wanna fall with you again
Like we did when we first met
I wanna fall with you again

Ohh, la la la (etc.)

You again

ONE LIFE...

Life is like a game of chess, its fun, intense, stratigic and fullfilling. Its all about taking chances, going through phases, ups and downs included,taking steps to always make it out as the victor.

Surviving depends on how you play, what decisions you take, and how you implement and follow these choices.

Discipline and determination are the key to sticking to these proclaimed priorities, having your final goal always painted before you, helping you work your way through the maze.

Funny thing is it may never always be about you, though it is your life. Everything in this world is connected together in one long never'ending chain....what you choose today will affect your tomorrow.....and like 10 other pals.

What you make of today
makes who you are tomorrow.
So take heart and think hard
.....for we have only one life to live,
.....one world to build,
.............one chance to make it count.

A Testimony to Her...

I will care about how the world is treating
you every day of your life. I will wish
wonderful things for you. I will hope you will be richly rewarded for all the joys you
bring to the days.

I will try to find a thousand ways of telling
you that you are so important to me. My
whole life long, I will remember every precious
thing about you.

I will think of the memories we have made
everytime I need to shine some serenity
into my world...

I will smile whenever I try to count the
special blessings you've given me,
knowing that i couldn't count that high,
even if I had an eternity.

I will speak of you in glowing terms
whenever I tell other people about you.
I will realize that the bond I have with
you is one of the sweetest privileges of
my life. I will be grateful for the way
you've chased so many clouds away and
given my days such an abudance of
warmth and sunshine.

I will cherish you, care about you,
and hold you close to my heart
....long enough to last a lifetime.

True Pain...

They say that blood is thicker
than water...
...trying to explain how blood can't
diss a brother.
I may be the perfect example to this
phrase's blunder,
expecting my blood to let me
hide under,
and cover me from this stormy rain
and thunder.
The drops are larger, heavier and
land harder
than I've felt from any snowy
hail weather.
Just this once I hoped they'd
be there,
hold me over the storm where the
sunlight's there
feel me with their warmth like at
dawn......Sunrise,
Make me strong, content and full
of life.

Here In Your Arms

I like
Where we are
When we drive
In your car.
I like where we are
Here.

Cause our lips.
Can touch.
And our cheeks.
Can brush.
Our lips.
Can touch.
Here.

When you are the one, the one that lies close to me.
Whispers "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly.
Now there's no place else I could be, but here in your arms.

I like.
Where you sleep.
When you sleep.
Next to me.
I like.
Where you sleep.
Here.
Our lips
Can touch.
Our cheeks
Can brush.
Our lips
Can touch.
Here.

When you are the one, the one that lies close to me.
Whispers "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly.
Now there's no place else I could be, but here in your arms.

Our lips
Can touch.
Our lips
Can touch.
Here.

You are the one, the one that lies close to me.
Whispers "Hello, I missed you quite suddenly."
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly.
Now there's no place else I could be, but here in your arms.

Well you are the one, the one that lies close to me.
Whispers "Hello, I've missed you, I miss you."
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly.
Now there's no place else I could be, but here in your arms.

Here in your arms
Here in your arms

In The Words Of Mark Anthony......Tragedy

Time after time
You turn on what I thought was good
And leave me behind
You should have loved me like you know that you could

But oh, no this won't be no hard goodbye
Oh, no you can't hurt me this time

She doesn't love, on my lord
It doesn't mean it's a tragedy, tragedy
She doesn't mean it, say that she don't
This doesn't have to be a tragedy, tragedy

All of my life
I was searching for the love that we had
Without knowing why
You turned around and treat me so bad

But oh, no I'll just hold my tears inside
oh, no maybe you'll find another lover who will cry

On the phone for hours
But we had very little conversation
We spoke of words with no meaning
We spoke of love with no end
I'll tell myself again