Expressions of Joy...

She used to walk in beaming with unimagined beauty, and I always loved to watch her as she walked to where we were seated. My shyness of course always got the best of me and I would feel like everyone couls see how I gazed at her. A big 'whats up' from her and she would proceed to get comfy on those wooden-example of a cution-seats that we so love. Here now is where the game with my eyes would start,stealing glances at her every second i could. I just couldn't stop looking at her you know, its very embarrasing.

She would start to talk and my eyes would grow wide, like a child listening to his father narrate an exciting story to him, mouth fully curved with the biggest smile you can imagine, eagerly waiting to hear more.(come to think of it she has a great n hilarrious adaptation of this). I would go quiet, not for lack of something to say, but just to listen to each and every syllable that poured from her lips. She spoke beauty, and i listened to each. I.. Was caught. I'd find myself not staring at her face as she spoke, but at her lips, just to make sure no word excaped me.

Then i noticed them...her lips... Oh LORD her lips.. Till this minute i love looking at them.. Anyway, so i got realy confused with what I wanted to do to them, should i just stare, touch them, taste them.. Do you get me? Confusion plus shyness ain't a good thing when you are trying to act all cool and relaxed, guys you know what I mean right!! This was the moment i started a mission, to master her face-from every curve, hairline, beauty spot, pimple...everything. I felt I had to, don't know why I just had to..

Now remember the table is filled with people, she is talking, am all quiet and staring like some schupid fool and it hasn't hit me yet. Well it did,... When our eyes met, and she was looking back at me. Instant shyness reflex depicts that you shove your head to the opposite direction while maintaning the so called 'cool' you can gather within yourself and act like all is peachy, normal. Heeee this was hard to pull, her eyes ripped through me like the laser guns we see on tv. I could feel them looking deep inside me.

Then now she desides to complement me,... Nooo don't do that, there are so many people here I can't break down infront of them, but that was tooo late. The blushing that fell from my face was enough to give the ching chong people expressions on their faces. Oh Lord this was just bad, but then again she had just busted me staring at her, and she new it. Guess she felt she had to have some fun with that, but the look in her eyes as she did,....***sigh:)***